sorry i missed a day, but

i was too busy partying it up with a bunch of friends at a resort. i'm honored to be part of a group of people like them, that has some sort of metaphysical bond. its actually, though, kind-of humorous; not one of them thinks like i do. my closest few friends can sit with me and talk about religion or philosophy or politics and be completely at home being our hipster countercultural selves, but with these people, i feel like we are family even when they disagree with me for foolish reasons and don't like to even think about politics. just a thought.

anywho, i've got the song filial by Pianos Become the Teeth stuck in my heads. its a beautiful piece of music; reall heartfelt.

Lyrics to Filial :
Too seldom sanguine,
Always crying over closed doors
You should feel like you should,
You should feel like you should adapt well with a wistful heart
I could never take it, but I'll give you your breath back
Infants and whales still have the holes there, never proving to be born on time
You keep your eyes to the light between finger and thumb and the sky just laughs as I Stare at the grass,
The sun, the green, I want the snow years ago
I'll say it about routine
I cant wait, I can't wait
I want the genes
I want the era before me
I want ideas as imprints
I want the future, I want the future
I want your mistakes, what we were, what I was, what I'll be, what we'll see
Hunters only stop to see the scenery when they've caught up,
Watching what we have in common that makes us the men some love
I'm not telling you who the rhythm is from, something to look forward to "while im young"
One day at a time, I'll never say anything when no one is looking
I'll be so old, finally seeing
Picking right days as they come
Learning days said like this
As purses and sheaths